&you've got a lure i cant deny,

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 05:30:03 GMT

sometimes i wish there was a potion for happiness, because i would use the whole thing.

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 03:13:46 GMT

i wish you could transfer happiness.

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 03:05:13 GMT

soooo....summer is here and i really like it, ALOT!

the good = friends, family, miami (one week and counting.)

the bad = school will be here soon enough and i don't want to go, i am so unhappy there.

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 05:31:20 GMT

why can't i be strong and just forget?
why can't you treat me with respect?

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 06:08:15 GMT

I know you'll be a part of me for the rest of my life, but sometimes i wish you weren't
you eat at me, and make me question why?
those minutes i won't ever have back
i know i should be stronger, things could be so much worse
but the things i do for you don't matter, so why do I do them?
if only i had more control and was not defined by you
sadly, i will never see that day.

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 18:21:27 GMT

spring = me missing home and me trying to loose weight
and me hopefully kicking ass in my classes, probablly won't happen.

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 18:37:35 GMT

home this weekend!
very much needed, to clear my head and figure my shit out.
in a place, i don't know whether i should be comfortable in.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 18:56:09 GMT

is this the road i should be taking?

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 14:58:23 GMT

time for an update eh?
well....i just had spring break and it was AMAZING, too bad i can't continue to see the ppl i met.
i guess that is what wishing is for.

school is stressful, i miss my friends from home.
so i say COME VISIT ME!!!

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 18:44:39 GMT

Where is the love?

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 01:10:35 GMT

holes in the heart.

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 14:09:50 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA MY LOVE <3

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 01:59:40 GMT

when i want to escape
to a place
where i know I'll be heard,
where I can cry and it
will be okay,
where I
can be myself
and that will be
okay too...
all i have to is
find you.

hallmark, u took the words right out my mouth.
it's depressing looking back on lj and realizing
how many bad days uve had.
u think it will only get better.
u never thought that things would be so hard.
all you know that is that u can only look forward,
but forward to what?

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 19:06:03 GMT

just a little insight...
I went to a soup kitchen yesterday, & it just made me realize how thankful I really am.
I do get wrapped up in stupid things, but Im glad I went.

on a side note, i miss y-town.
& i feel like im looking for something,
not yet knowing what it is.
i just want to have something to show for myself.

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 16:54:27 GMT

THE WORK DOESN'T END!!
SAVE ME, PPLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 16:17:04 GMT

I think I officially hit my lowest point.
please just get better.

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 21:25:21 GMT

you got the best of me.
im attached, and you
don't care one bit.
except to use.

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 17:09:26 GMT

i'm done with trying to impress.
why can't i just laugh?

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 19:29:15 GMT

i say not to do this, but i find myself doing it anyway
getting attached, i have to stop myself
u dont mean anything
if i can stop myself from feeling then
it would be better then feeling at all
cut me off, that is the only thing that seems
to me that i deserve.

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 22:56:38 GMT

make the right decisions and be in control
two things i am unsure of

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 02:37:52 GMT

i dont want to go back to unhappiness

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 17:05:05 GMT

things are slipping away from me, and im losing control.
im afraid ill miss the goodbyes.
im afraid ill make the wrong decisions.
im afraid i wont be ready.
time is ticking away, and im just watching every second go bye with eyes closed.

toothless.

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 14:16:19 GMT

just tell me that everything will be ok.
just tell me my fears are stupid.
just tell me i made the right decision.
just tell me ill be happy.

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 00:18:48 GMT

i can't seem to make anyone happy.

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 00:05:54 GMT

i admit i am scared shitless to go back to school
i dont wont to be upset like i was first semester.
i realize that b/c of this i am trying to milk summer for everything it is worth,
and i realize i put a damper on people b/c of it.
if i only knew what my future holds, and had something to look foward too.
i wish certain things i had control of, but i know this will
probablly get the best of me.